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The Desire to Feel Seen

Actor Support 🎭
with Gianni M
Starting Aug 21, 2026 1AM UTC

About this Session

Somewhere underneath the choice to perform is a desire to feel truly seen.

This session sits with that desire directly, without treating it as something to explain away or apologize for. We'll talk about where that need for recognition comes from and what happens when it goes unmet. No verdicts about whether wanting this is healthy or unhealthy. Just an honest look at something most of us carry and rarely say out loud.

About this Space

This work asks a lot of us. The feelings that come with it deserve somewhere to go.

Rejection, comparison, the question of whether it's still worth what it costs. Anyone who has chosen this life knows its weight. Most rooms in this industry exist to fix it: classes, coaching, notes. This room exists to feel it, together.

Who this Space is for
Actors and performers at every stage. Years of steady work, a handful of credits, or just getting started. Stage, film, comedy, voiceover. Experience level doesn't matter here because the conversations aren't about craft or breaking in. They're about the inner life of doing this, the emotional ground we all stand on.

What happens in a session.
We meet twice a month, digitally. Every session has one topic, posted before sign-up, so there are no surprises about what we're walking into. The Keeper facilitates discussion with a few prompts, and from there the session belongs to our stories. When did this happen last? What did it feel like? Everyone gets room to speak, and no one is required to.

Rather than exchanging advice, solicited or otherwise, we wish to empower each other in the practice of saying what we need out loud, in front of witnesses. Not so someone can rush to a solution, but because hearing ourselves name it is worth something on its own.

The topics change every session. Over time, the same faces can start to feel like the rare colleagues we can be unfinished around.

What's shared in this Space stays in this Space.

"Sometimes life beats down and crushes the soul, and art reminds you that you have one."
β€” Stella Adler

Meet the Keeper

Gianni M

Los Angeles, CA

"Acting is the study of human behavior, and there is nothing more fascinating than that." -Lee Strassberg

Gianni (he/him) is an actor based in Los Angeles. His study of the performing arts across screen and stage has informed his understanding of the human condition through analysis of our ancient urge …

Reach out to the Keeper: gianni@totem.org
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